it’s always possible
[even when some insist it is NOT]
to start again
to start fresh
to go back to the BEginning and take the story another way
one which you’d never have thought
THEN
but Now seems so clearly the “only” way
Long a proponent of starting my day over any time, I admit I
have had a terribly difficult time of making fresh starts.
I have felt I must “pay for” my mistakes rather than see
them a “missed takes” and simply DOing another. A Take Two [or take eleventy-seven
even] is only Starting Fresh.
It might have helped me to “get” stuff I didn’t “get” until
recently. Like getting that there is good reason for sleeping BEtween one day
and the next. It’s for recharging and refreshing and simply stopping all the go-Go-GOing
of everyday.
Or, quite possibly, it might have helped to see that as much
as I hold my own feet to the fire, I don’t hold others to that standard. I make
room. I look for similarity. I intend to understand. I make Letting Go easy by
DOing it every chance I get.
Starting Fresh doesn’t always feel so fresh. It oftentimes
is more worrisome. Old hob-gobbly fears and doubts creep in.
Yet there is no mistaking the gifts in Starting Fresh.
I love you, Currie
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