Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Currie's Gratitude 10 July 2012

Evolve. Laugh. Wonder. Ó2012 Currie Silver

Allow Life to Happen.
Controlling Life is only illusion.
Reflect on what has been learned.

I am grateful for laughter. It is so helpful when I start in on myself, thinking I know HOW-TO change the Past. It even helps sleep to return, when my busy brain has woken me well on into the night, insisting I CAN change things if only I will look at them more closely.

I often forget that Life only goes forward. Actually, I am NOT entirely sure if I am moving toward it or it is moving on BEhind Me. I don’t suppose it matters. It’s just Life BEing Life and Me BEing Me.

There was LOTS of fun yesterday, with the campers, with making under the sea Worlds. I so enJOY teaching, but what I realised walking home was that I enJOY preparing even more. I did a LOT of prep for these two mornings. Far more than I am BEing paid for, but I am NOT complaining, just saying…

I wonder often if I will ever “arrive” and “grow up” and reach some sort of place of certainty, where I am sure of myself and things. I look at others who seem to happily inhabit someplace like that. I think…

I love you, Currie

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