Life can BE unsettling
Throwing out curves
Slamming on brakes
Leaving things unfinished
[and unfinishable, apparently]
Learning to carry on, Quietly
Worth every effort.
Completely.
I am encouraged with each new day that I am learning to ride
Life with greater assurance. Far from always on the top of the World, though I
clearly have moments I imagine “like that,” I am IN this World Now. Completely.
I used to want always to BE part of the way in [the “good parts”
part, of course] and close to the back door. I wanted the lay of the land so I
could make my quick escape. Sounds a little dreadful, I know, but it is what it
was and evermore shall BE, eh?! No matter how great my ideas for its
improvement or full-scale change, The
Past shall BE what it is. Over. Done. Something to Let Go. Completely.
Carrying on quietly is something I am only Now realising the
merits of DOing. My “quietly” used to BE rather noisy and indignant. Carrying
on, at least MINE, was more likely a simmering fit than a confident stride.
When I see what is NOT how I would prefer it BE, I know that it’s time to
Change. Myself. Completely.
And so BEgins new Awareness. It slips into view. Silently.
Completely…
I love you, Currie
1 comment:
This 'new' awareness, just 'surprises' me out of the blue too. Quite a miracle itself and so feeling good :))))
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