Sleeping on it’s a strange idea,
So it seemed to me for a Very Long Time,
Yet it is the exact
And only thing that has,
Truly empowered me to Make Better Choices.
I honestly despised waiting-and-seeing for the first 55
years of my Life.
I could NOT stand to BE patient and knew, FOR CERTAIN, it
would all turn to $#!+ anyway so why bother waiting to SEE?!
I am glad this has changed in the last 5 years. Gladder
still that this has changed me into someone who actually doesn’t mind setting
something aside for a day or a week or longer.
Waiting-and-seeing Now is
curious.
Oftentimes even deLIGHTfull!!
Who knew?!
I suppose this has an awfully lot to DO with my own
realisations about how my Life was/is working.
In these past 5 years I have
been remarkably “alone” in whatever choices or decisions, large and small,
constitute my Life.
When there is no one else to appease, cajole, push off of,
compromise with, or generally have to consider for more than 5 minutes, Life
BEcomes a whole lot less muddy.
Recently I was certain BEyond the shadow of a doubt that I
wanted something and was willing to go to some considerable lengths to get it…
After
sleeping on it awhile?!
NOT SO MUCH!!
I love you, Currie
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