What are the questions you’d ask
[were you wondering why]
Someone who no longer loved you
Who seemed to have deleted you
Entirely…
There is a deal I’ve made with myself about my morning
writing practise. If something is on my mind, if I wake up with something
clearly feeling “up” for me, I write about it. I think this might BE why
somedays I have tried to pick something ahead of time. [BEcause really, it’s so
messy sometimes showing up here out loud, as just ME…]
So these lyrics. From a song that has played on Pandora. I didn’t
even know what song it is, who the artist is. Thanks to Googling “am I not
pretty enough” I discovered it is Kasey Chambers and the song is Am I Not Pretty
Enough. And when I pulled up the lyrics I was, honestly embarrassed.
So Now you know that my thoughts don’t run so deep. That
sometimes I am still no more nor less than a BEwildered girl. Full of
insecurities and BElieving I NEED someone else to approve of and love me.
BUT…
What I know is that these words and thoughtsandfeelings are clear
indication that I am coming to a deeper place of understanding what drives me.
What makes me go.
I’m NOT so complicated. REALLY…
I love you, Currie
1 comment:
Your words are always so honest and thought-provoking... and are reflected so beautifully in your collages.
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