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| Ó 2012 Currie Silver |
It’s so natural
Automatic
To want the okay
Applause
Of an other
Someone’s
Or many of them
Approval
I noticed something as I was writing this morning. About how
I put EVERYTHING through a procedure that is completely out of commission. I
wait for this one or that to SEE me, to HEAR me, to AGREE WITH me.
And yet…
That “one” or “many” aren’t even tuned-in to my station. I
am like a radio playing to the Great BEyond. I’m laughing a little. I remember
in college going into the room where the college radio station was
broadcasting. And I remember, suddenly, many scenes in radio stations I’ve seen
in movies, on television… and all the while I have had this “imaginary radio
station” surrounding my dreams and ideas. I NEVER see ME as the disc jockey.
There must BE someone else DOing that.
WOW!!!
When did this happen?! How is it that it feels “normal” and
ordinary?!
Sometimes Life will just kick you in the gut and leave you
wondering how you got into the middle of that ruckus. This is the sort of place
where I am Now. I’m waiting on approval and agreement and encouragement that
aren’t coming and that, really, I don’t EVEN need.
UnBElievably grateful. That
I BE…
I love you, Currie
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