|Ó 2012 Currie Silver|
It’s always a reflex
So it seems
To explain myself
To justify and defend
Only way through it is simply to
Wouldn’t that BE a refreshing change?! If we all stopped trying to apologise and explain and justify and MAKE EXCUSES for ourselves, our actions, our “others” who we feel deserve our unquestioned protection… Oh I CAN only imagine I suppose.
Another confession: when I don’t write until later in the morning, BEcause I’ve slept later, I feel I have let you down.
Okay, I am sorry if you just laughed so hard that coffee or tea or whatever came shooting out of your nose. I am just very well trained to make up a story that will clear up any thoughts YOU might have about me BEing a “slacker” or whatever.
[like anyone is really paying attention…]
When I come here to write, I love it. That’s it. Simple. Nothing fancy. I don’t DO this BEcause anyone else reads it. I DO this BEcause I love DOing it and I love how it holds my Life closer to me.
I wonder, is it worth the bother if only one or two people are even reading it?!
No more excuses!! I write for myself and I take no prisoners!!!
I love you, Currie