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| Ó 2012 Currie Silver |
When I DO ask for help
It is only AFTER I have
Exhausted myself
Nattering about how I
SHOULDN’T
Need help in the first place.
I think when I wrote this part of Plan BE I was overlooking
something. I think that BEfore I can BE someone who isn’t afraid to ASK for
help, I need to make friends with the fact that I am someone who NEEDS help.
NOT just with the obvious things, like the two broken A/Cs in the bedroom that
clearly needed to BE replaced… with the little and seemingly insignificant ones
like getting my cart on and off the bus. With a ride to the library instead of
sucking it up and spending 2 hours out and back, plus walking in to get the
bus.
It is NOT that I can’t get the cart on and off, and it’s
certainly NOT that I mind the exercise and the lessons that I always get on
that bus trip, it’s just that sometimes I’d like a friend, some company, and
mayBE to spend a little time IN the library, NOT just the 7-10 minutes BEfore
the bus heads back.
BEing in NEED of anyone is a real sticking point for me.
SEEING it and SAYING it, Out Loud, that’s a start…
I love you, Currie
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