This appears to BE a sort of rite of passage from BEing a
Me-Me-Me toddlerish bean to more of a tiny person bean, but it took me a whole
lot longer in Life to BE comfortable [NOT to mention willing] enough to let
anyone else go BEfore me [Me-Me-Me].
And I am NOT afraid to let it BE known I STILL struggle with this one. NOT so
much daily as at those times I least suspect it.
Letting others go first, like BEing a better listener, talking
less, and BEing Kind, BEing Kind, BEing Kind is unnatural for me. I’m inclined
toward the path of default, least resistance, even what is merely comfortable.
[this is NOT a proud declaration, by the way…]
BEcause of my inclination I can BE the “elephant in the room”
that never comes into the conversation about WHY things are going [or NOT
going] the way they are going [or NOT] in any particular time or situation.
In fact this little whatever-you-call-it showed itself to me
yesterday in a sort of unusual flash of decision on my part. Rather than make a
choice of ease and quick resolution, I chose to delay by making an appointment.
It’s good to stretch and take this sort of risk to grow by
NOT putting myself first.
REALLY.
I love you, Currie
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