What DO I Long To Say?!
It’s a question that occurs, pops up on my radar from time
to time making me wonder if there is any good reason or is it just my tendency
to complicate and overthink.
It seems I am often considering something I
might call a Final Reckoning. That someday will come when all will BE weighed
in the balance and I will have to answer for myself, defend, or simply surrender
that yes, indeed, I am and have been far less than perfect. I have taken
shortcuts and I have done what I did NOT want to DO.
Without apology. That is the thing. That I
can almost see myself accepting that I fall short, often, and that I always
have.
I long to say that I grew tired after a
time of BEing unimportant to and NOT considered by those who were and ARE
important and part of my every consideration.
I long to say I wasn’t so brave or bold, I
was far from carefree, and the only “other resources” I have [or had] were
myself and my trust in God.
I long to say the people who deleted me
were never deleted by me.
I long to say Thank
You!! What a difference you made in my Life and World…
I love you, Currie
2 comments:
Oh... this makes me think, I often think about this too...
This is very stimulating. Thanks for stirring my thinking.
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