In what way is my
Life a train wreck?!
One way is BElieving
I’ve Let Go the myriad ropes tying me to the “right track.”
I think Now I was
assuming the unassumable. Life is a gift that unwraps itself a moment at a
time. Perhaps the “ropes” I Let Go weren’t meant for me to hold onto…
And my mistaken
thinking about STUFF. The things I’ve held onto, as though
somehow I could go back and re-live something through them. Tucking away
treasures, moments when I surely enJOYed myself, yet thought, if I hold onto this thing I will BE able to
enJOY it again and again and again… Whenever I want to.
In fact, I think
the whole of my “train wreck-ness” has been mistaking holding on with loving.
Or thinking that
if I stay with this person or that one wants to stay with me, that means I am
loveable and worthy of BEing above ground breathing in and out.
My Life isn’t
about what I can accumulate, how many friends I have, the busy comings-and-goings
of my days and nights… NOT even about who I love and who loves me.
Life is about
moments LIVED fully, with my whole heart and a mind far too open to possibility
to stick to some track forever…
I love you, Currie
1 comment:
True! And it's about loving yourself. And Gracie, of course. ;)
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