Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Currie's Gratitude 29 May 2013

I have long been an Eeyore-ish sort, gloom and doom my attitudes of choice, BUT… that’s changed/changing. 

If I had to say WHY or point to the thing[s] that caused my transformation, I would most likely say that I BElieved differently Then than I DO Now.

What I BElieved Then was that there wasn’t Enough, BE that Love, Opportunity, Space, Time, or any other thing. 

I BElieved that waiting was ridiculous, a fool’s errand, and delaying the disappointment sure to come over the horizon.

I BElieved my own “bad press” and took every fleeting [and oftentimes absurd] thought that flew through my head as gospel.

I BElieved I was NOT worthy at the same time I BElieved I was entitled.

What has changed [and is, in some cases finally BEginning, albeit slowly, to change] is/are My BElief[s].

Today I know that I can freely choose to BElieve: there is Enough and I am Enough; I CAN Love and AM Loved; and that Space, Opportunity, Time, and every other thing is available, yes, even for ME.

I CAN change my BEliefs and it really is NOT a job that requires heavier lifting, at least NOT heavier than I can lift.

It mostly requires Willingness and a little stubborn refusal to BE sucked down into the doom and gloomish muck.

I love you, Currie

1 comment:

Rita said...

What a glorious transformation!! :)