And I figured out that the reason I couldn't get through the day as well as I can now is because I had too many things on my mind, on my plate, you know, for one person to have. So I started to eliminate some of the things that were too heavy to carry and unnecessary. [Erykah Badu]
I’ve been learning about pain. About how I think and carry my own self away in that process. I am making changes, small course corrections, perhaps, and sometimes these are easy, others more complicated.
Life has had a sort of cumulative effect on me. I’ve always figured that as long as I hold onto something, don’t forget about someone, or keep coming back round to this discussion, situation, or what have you, in time it will sort out. Make a little more sense.
BEing wrong is often the very best thing to BE. And NEVER the thing to keep all to myself.
I no longer think of pain without its part in the dance.
Now I DO think about what my history is with someone BEfore I take any action.
I also remember, BEfore I BEgin talking, that there are unmarked slippery slopes and I must DO all I can to NOT wind up on them. Myself. On my bum.
I love you, Currie