It seems like all the time people are making themselves themselves, but they don't really know it. You can only have true visions when you look behind. A person can slide so fast into being something they never really intended. I wonder if you can truly resurrect your own self. [Elizabeth Berg]
This morning I am grateful that Someone Else is still busy “making” me. For awhile Now I have felt myself living more deliberately, really grasping the value of paying attention to Life Right Now. Yet I slip and fall on things all the time.
In coming to a place of deep peace about the end of my Life, I seem to have healed some other stuff. In watching the end of my mother’s Life, or so it would seem when someone is given 2 to 6 months to live, I suddenly SEE things that apparently I did NOT until Now.
So much of what I’ve been learning these past 8 months feels like it’s Who and How I am Now. There are no bells to unring. No stones to put to rights. I’ve grown, changed, Let Go, accepted, and I have tried to “fight” something I never wanted to “fight” anyway.
I think Now that really, anything IS possible. And NOT just for me. For everyone.
I love you, Currie