Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Currie's Gratitude 10 December 2014


It seems like all the time people are making themselves themselves, but they don't really know it. You can only have true visions when you look behind. A person can slide so fast into being something they never really intended. I wonder if you can truly resurrect your own self.   [Elizabeth Berg]

This morning I am grateful that Someone Else is still busy “making” me. For awhile Now I have felt myself living more deliberately, really grasping the value of paying attention to Life Right Now. Yet I slip and fall on things all the time.

In coming to a place of deep peace about the end of my Life, I seem to have healed some other stuff. In watching the end of my mother’s Life, or so it would seem when someone is given 2 to 6 months to live, I suddenly SEE things that apparently I did NOT until Now.

So much of what I’ve been learning these past 8 months feels like it’s Who and How I am Now. There are no bells to unring. No stones to put to rights. I’ve grown, changed, Let Go, accepted, and I have tried to “fight” something I never wanted to “fight” anyway.

I think Now that really, anything IS possible. And NOT just for me. For everyone.


I love you, Currie

2 comments:

Carol said...

Sending thoughts of Strength and Love surrounded with BIG HUGS ! You have changed my life in ways you will never know and for that I say THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥

Rita said...

Amen!! :)