Seeing a pattern
doesn't mean you know how to pull it all together. Take baby steps: don't focus
on the folks whose skills are far beyond your own. When you're new to
something-or you haven't tried it in awhile- it can feel impossibly hard to get
it right. Every misstep feels like a reason to quit. You envy everyone else who
seems to know what they're doing. What keeps you going? The belief that one day
you'll also be like that: Elegant. Capable. Confident. Experienced. And you can
be. All you need now is enthusiasm. A little bravery. And-always-a sense of
humor. [Kate Jacobs]
A new year BEgins. And the need for bravery is great. As is
the need for Letting Go. It’s a different New Year’s Day sort of day. One that
reminds me of the many things that have made my Life My Life.
Losing someone I dearly loved. Conceiving someone I continue
to dearly love but have lost it would seem, to Time and Misunderstandings.
Lately I have had to dig deeper, pull from all of what I
saved, or imagined saving. I have had to make Time and that has meant finding
it.
And I just keep on following that bouncing ball and singing
the words a little BEhind the rest of the choir.
I love you, Currie
1 comment:
Better late than never, as they say. You could have never felt this way at all...and how sad would that have been. We should all be so lucky as to have people to truly miss. :) :) *hugs*
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