Sometimes, when you don’t know the answer to a question that keeps playing over and over again in your mind, it’s because you’re messing with the wrong question. [www.tut.com Perpetual Calendar 15 October]
Sometimes I know just what this means… and I’ve found that I tend to DO this characteristically, and canNOT see any reason for either the shame this has supposedly brought on me, or the way I have invaded Life with my intensity to “BE Right” no matter what “prisoners” were taken in the process.
And I just don’t want to explain, elaborate, or even talk about things, like my health decisions and related sorts of matters, with anyone whose intention is to correct, persuade, or “re-educate” me.
OR… with anyone who wants to BE my intimate. An odd word, perhaps, but it is exactly what I am talking about.
I embrace my Solitude and I finally love myself. Enough.
I am deeply grateful to those friends and family who take the time to think of me, ask about me, pray for me, and, in a variety of ways, include me in their lives. I am continually amazed by the medical people I have encountered. In ways, they are my “intimates” of this Time in my LIfe.
And this is, quite clearly, just my Life unfolding.
I love you, Currie