In the space between yes and no, there is a lifetime. It’s the difference between the path you walk and one you leave behind; it’s the gap between who you thought you could be and who you really are; it’s the legroom for the lies you will tell yourself in the future. [Jodi Picoult, Change of Heart]
I said YES to BEginning radiation treatments for my lung. Today is #1. Even though I already had one treatment on the small tumor in my brain, I find myself a little at loose ends and I feel like I am running to keep up with my thoughtsandfeelings and no matter how hard or fast I run, they are BEyond my grasping.
I said YES to calling my dad yesterday. I got to talk to him!! He called me back!! We talked just over 3 minutes, but I heard his laugh and I definitely felt his smile. I said “I love you” but I did NOT tell him I am scared. That I wanted to hear my dad’s voice and knew the only way that would happen would BE if I did something.
Shrug off the no’s – they are temporary. This is your world. In your world there is only yes. [Jolene Stockman, Total Blueprint for World Domination]
Yes…. YES. YES!!!
I love you, Currie