Bravest thing about people is how they go on loving
mortal beings after finding out there's such a thing as dying. [Anne Tyler, The Tin Can Tree]
I’ve been quiet this past while. I’ve been
thinkingandfeeling, resting, reflecting, and I’ve been listening to God and
trusting the way Life is playing itself out. I’ve been colouring and drawing
and watching Downton Abbey from the very first to the very lastest “chapter”
yet again…
I understand Now why we’re always advised to take our
Time after a loss to make BIG decisions. I’ve been wondering if I should just STOP
this writing, if it would matter?! I canNOT answer most of my questions, but
there are a few I’ve started to make sense of.
I‘ve decided to stay where I am, despite the awesome invitation
of my brother and sister-in-love to come live in their home in Atlanta. It took
a couple of weeks and several really deep conversations to come to this place,
but once I arrived I knew I was/am Home.
I have decided to BE. In deciding that, I’ve concurrently
chosen BEing over DOing, thus the lulls from me, the dropped ropes of
conversation…
I’m still here. I still love you. I’m surely thinking of
you, though you might NOT have heard from me in awhile…
I love you, Currie
1 comment:
Having been thinking of you and wondering how things were going. I knew you were in the process of processing so I let it be. Knowing you would do what is right for you. Sending you Strength & LOVE & Healing of SPIRIT ♥
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