Don't be discouraged if people don't see your vision, your harvest. All they see from their perspective is that you're watering a whole lot of dirt. They don't SEE what seeds you've been planting with blood, sweat, tears and lack of sleep. Make sure you don't abandon or neglect it because "they" don't see it. You have to KNOW and believe for yourself. They don't see the roots and what's budding under the dirt. But it's okay, because it's NOT meant for them to see it. While you wait, MASTER it. You continue to do YOUR work and have unwavering faith! Remember why you started planting in the first place. Your harvest WILL come! [Yvonne Pierre, The Day My Soul Cried: A Memoir]
It’s NOT so good to NEED others or even another to get it… get me. I am really only finding this out Now.
That is enough though. I don’t so much mind, NOT as I would have imagined at all.
There is a sort of peaceful acceptance in me Now. I seem to BE understood. Or mayBE it is that I realise my own understanding is really all I have ever sought…
So far chemo has been stealing my sleep. Taking away my appetite. NOT so bad, really, NOT bad at all.
Making this possible?!
I love you, Currie