tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975015505216189982.post2226471262803421679..comments2023-10-26T07:37:00.063-07:00Comments on I Love You, Currie: Currie's Gratitude 25 February 2013Currie Silverhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16502798362838891569noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975015505216189982.post-18256930338370895212013-02-26T12:02:38.458-08:002013-02-26T12:02:38.458-08:00Thank you for the inspiration :)))) Smiles to you ...Thank you for the inspiration :)))) Smiles to you :))))<br /><br />xoxoxoxo Anke :))))Anke Martinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08201385458278152210noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8975015505216189982.post-51161001433948301232013-02-25T18:49:55.948-08:002013-02-25T18:49:55.948-08:00So often in your gratitudes, you hit on something ...So often in your gratitudes, you hit on something that I'm also working out. Just like you, I have always held my wishes inside of me, so afraid that if I actually spoke them then the universe would turn on a dime and focus on me and yell at me "NO, you can NOT have that!!" As long as I keep it unspoken, there is still hope. <br /><br />Of course the adult in me sees that this stems from a childhood where I had no choices and was shamed for having needs and wants. And that led me to a marriage that was so destructive that after 10 years I ceased to even have wishes and wants, even for simple things like what do you want for dessert.<br /><br />I have choices now. And I have the ability to make my wishes come true. And I'm currently on the cusp of some very good things and it scares me. I struggle with the fear of it all falling apart just because I dare to WANT it.<br /><br />Interesting stuff. Thank you.<br /> Ginger Davis Allman (The Blue Bottle Tree)https://www.blogger.com/profile/01028278131137004478noreply@blogger.com